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I am sitting waiting wishing

my dead st rose,…

i feel like im graduating again, but this time i don’t have to see you the next day…

i’ve taken so much and you’ve offered so little. i can honestly say that the education you have offered me was the biggest ponzi scheme ever. Your clown college is a drudge joke of non-ambitious professors and self absorbed chairs. someday your PR department will finally have some work to do with digging yourself out of the million dollar hole you put your alumni in.

but don’t worry, i won’t forget you. at least for another 30 years when my student loans you shoved up my ass are gone.

 

…on a positive note, i have made some of the best friends of my life so far here… though the department that i worked for wasn’t always by ideal job, it made for some of the best stories… i can sincerely thank everyone one of them for making my college “career” a fun and unforgeable one.

i love you guys.

-me

 

 

ps: …on to insurance.

middle fucking finger

driving to work today  i had 3 people cut me off, nothing new, it doesn’t phase me….

 

BUT, one person cut me off and slammed on their brakes… almost rear ended them. i instantly felt like i would have become a victim of fraud..

some fucking scumbag fuck had NOTHING in front of them, cut me off doing 30 and SLAMMED on their brakes.

(good thing i have the reaction seasoned driving vet)

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I WAS FUCKING LIVID!

 

After slamming on my brakes and assessing the distance i was from the car….. approximately 1 foot. i looked at the back of their car and noticed it wasn’t the only accident this dumb bitch had been in:

*cracked tail light

*smashed bumper

*paint scuffs on rear left side

*crushed license plate

 

OoOoOoOoOoHHHHHHH, YOU ALMOST GOT ME YOU MOTHER FUCKER!

 

my reaction, INSTANT FINGER!

Then I see their child in the back seat turn around and look at me?

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TWO FINGERS!

 

…….I hope the next time i see you is on TV for accident fraud and you’re behind jail bars and your kid is getting adopted.

 

suck it.

it’s an elipsis…

i forgot people read this, maybe I should continue to write?

 

anywho; my new job starts march 19th and i’m leaving my current employer St. Rose. …it kinds sucks because i have so many great friends here not to mention a couple of stalkers that keep my ego fulfilled. But, i’ll make more paper and live in a nicer area… I got approved for a $142,000 mortgage loan so it’s time to look at houses…

I also started making a checklist/bucketlist… (i try not to use bucketlist too often because if i die tomorrow i’ll look like i failed in living) but here it is.

 

1) live on the ocean

2) own a GIANT boat

3) win a Grammy

4) hit 1,000,000 views on youtube

5) go to Antarctica

6) scuba dive

7) own a company

8) …

Thank god for drafts..

one, two, skip a few, ninety nine, three hundred and sixty five.

making time for this pans out to be harder than i thought. with all my facebook surfing and creeping, i cant seem to find an hour or two to sit down and rabble off some insignificant shit that no-one reads anyway.

well, my past week has been something else. lots of hanging out with my friends and family. I think i’m destined to work a 9-5 and just survive. I always thought i was going to be hot shit somewhere doing something important. so far, no such thing has occurred.

Who knows? maybe this journey is just to help me find someone who can help me get my foot in the door.

I’ve been getting so desperate that I have researched past Grammy winner for not-so-well-known awards like ” Best Spoken Word Kids Album.” I WANT A GRAMMY! So, I’m looking into non-licensed kids poems to do a sound recording and i want to get a couple of unique voices to record this with me. maybe instrumental backgrounds. I think it would be fun, and I would love to win a Grammy, most of all.

Get at me if you’re interested, we can make this a web-known project…..

where there’s a will, there’s a way.

i think i’m going to be switching jobs sooner than later. i’m not thrilled about where i work currently and the pay does kinda suck. in regard to what i do, my pay is fairly appropriate but i cant  survive on what i’m making. looking at it the way i am now, i pay close to 650 a month in loans and 550 in rent. I honestly don’t know how i have money for food.

I’ve started looking into (with some help) working for State Farm Insurance Company. not my ideal field of work, but if I can make more money with an opportunity to grow in experience and move up the corporate ladder, i’ll give it a shot. I guess there are a couple people who are willing to help me out along the way, and give me the opportunity to prove myself. So i accept the challenge.

Only thing that i’m weary of is this whole career change deal. I mean, i look @ this like a job if i get it. it’s not something im passionate about and i don’t think i will ever be. the intensive of possibly making upward of 38-40k makes me a little bit pumped. Also, if i like the guys/girls i’d be working with. and the new area i’d have to move to to make it feasible. I JUST DON’T KNOW!

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i haven’t been doing much with my youtube. i need to get myself back on track. period.

 

-tom

 

 

 

 

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dream it.